I've decided to sort of "restart" my life. Which means not hanging out with certain people from my class. Of which, i've gave up on or felt totally disgusted with them. I didn't realize how much i've changed ever since i've started hanging out with them. It totally corrupted me psychologically.
And,maybe the disgusted-ness started to come in only when certain people were added in. I won't go out with people who tend to do stupid stuff and waste my time talking about themselves or how good or what not. And really i feel kind of happy upon the change. This few weeks, the time not hanging out with them allowed me to think through it. I'm not gonna be hanging out with them whatsoever. I think it include phonecalls whatsoever. Cuz when i'm giving up, i'm gonna do a thorough clean slate. I dont wanna leave any threads behind making me tempted to turn back. But i shall not. god planned this for me. Next year, i would have a very low chance of seeing them. Either of different class,or almost totally out of my life. god's had it all planned. And i enjoy life being colourful but not so noisy with ear piercing screams of self praises or what not. I guess this is what i want. Nerd or not, its not up to you guys to decide. cool or not, not up to you either. You guys dont know how to be good critics of people. You only look at the outside. Not the inside. So whats the point. Its just gonna be a waste of time talking/hanging out with you guys. Thanks for being such "good" company when i was bored. I guess i've found the most suitable path for myself. thats to be without you guys in my life.

Church friends are still the best. They're for life.