Back to busy school life.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Ugh. I miss the holidays. Seriously miss the holidays. I hate school life. Its so busy. And so tiring. And my dad just re-started the nagging.
Damn this. I hate school.
It's so pressurizing to be your best friend. Ugh, i'm really starting to dislike things you do. And it really gets on my nerves. If i was in the wrong, i'd gladly apologize. But when i'm not in the wrong. Even if you cry, i won't lend you shoulder. You should have known. You started it. So,its non of my bloody business to whatever dumb shit you tell me. Or say to me. Being friends for 2 years, you should have known. IT DOESN'T AFFECT ME. No matter what you say. It doesn't. Cuz i won't let myself get sad cause of this kind of dumb shit. Waste my time lah! You may think I'm a bad friend. But you haven't looked at yourself in the mirror. You're worst. I hate it when people PURPOSELY get angry with me when they know i was just joking. Fine, you want to get angry over small things. I'll let you. Sooner or later, we'll end up being enemies. And you should know how i treat people i dislike. It doesn't really matter to me if i lose a friend like you. Cuz i know i've get better friend from my church or school. You always blame me for not telling you things. I don't want to tell you cuz you would TELL THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. And end up,I get the blame. When i ask other people how they're coping,You blame me for not asking how you're doing. Obviously i got eyes with a giant spects to bloody see you can't cope and you're dumb in chinese. I really need freedom urgently. If there's a need to ignore you, you'll see the worst of it. And i can finally be RELEASED. Ugh.
Damn this. I hate school.
It's so pressurizing to be your best friend. Ugh, i'm really starting to dislike things you do. And it really gets on my nerves. If i was in the wrong, i'd gladly apologize. But when i'm not in the wrong. Even if you cry, i won't lend you shoulder. You should have known. You started it. So,its non of my bloody business to whatever dumb shit you tell me. Or say to me. Being friends for 2 years, you should have known. IT DOESN'T AFFECT ME. No matter what you say. It doesn't. Cuz i won't let myself get sad cause of this kind of dumb shit. Waste my time lah! You may think I'm a bad friend. But you haven't looked at yourself in the mirror. You're worst. I hate it when people PURPOSELY get angry with me when they know i was just joking. Fine, you want to get angry over small things. I'll let you. Sooner or later, we'll end up being enemies. And you should know how i treat people i dislike. It doesn't really matter to me if i lose a friend like you. Cuz i know i've get better friend from my church or school. You always blame me for not telling you things. I don't want to tell you cuz you would TELL THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. And end up,I get the blame. When i ask other people how they're coping,You blame me for not asking how you're doing. Obviously i got eyes with a giant spects to bloody see you can't cope and you're dumb in chinese. I really need freedom urgently. If there's a need to ignore you, you'll see the worst of it. And i can finally be RELEASED. Ugh.
